Well I'm on the train from Frankfurt back to Ulm, I'll go home, shower, lay down a bit, and wait for Sonni to get home, in the afternoon I'll go to the office a while and see what's going on. Tomorrow it'll really start. Then the trot sets in, sometimes it is really good to get away from the office, but unfortunately, the trot sets in again way too quickly. My problem is self-discipline, whether in the office, or in private, it is hard for me to concentrate on a project, or homework, or to set and hold steady times for certain tasks. It is a shame there is no "little pill" that could give self-discipline, but on the other hand, if a pill could give self-discipline, it would be the easiest of tasks, for bosses, or governments to use this for "all" discipline. It is like all things in life, it can be achieved through hard work, and (haha) self-discipline. It seems to make that a bit of a catch 22. we are arriving in Stuttgart, after that we need about an hour then I'll be back home where a hot shower, a sofa, and later a big hot cup of strong German coffee will be the deal. (Asians don't do good coffee) there are things I like about China, but it is always good to get back to a culture that is familiar. This time more than all previous times, it bugged me that I cannot understand the language, or read signs or papers in China, it is a really good "on spur" to make myself keep up on my studies in Chinese, that and some (haha) self-discipline.
Well I think I'll shut it down now and enjoy a few minutes of not doing anything, because I know as soon as I get back to the office, all hell will probably break loose.
I'll post this later, so any feeling of time contained in the posting may feel distorted, but aren't we all a bit distorted?
Yo!
